11.25.07
nothing much
126th entry. Nov.26, 2007.
It’s a Monday again. My class will start at 1745hrs but hey, why do I have to go to school early like 1000hrs? Gotta talk with Ms. Judith regarding our community involvement, plus I kinda have to fix my papers. Hey it’s 45th NRYLI training on Saturday and I have to confirm my participation. And then the legal writing club, training has to start, unfortunately also on Saturday. Geeeez I won’t be around. And shame, Atty. Muria asked me to write a legal essay because the seniors are so busy with their theses. Now I kinda have to brainstorm for this one, kinda need some resources. Whew! Thanks Atty. Masangkay is there, please guide me Ma’am. Anyway I’m sort of excited!
And I’m sort of inspired…………………..
I guess this is a lot better. To be surrounded by responsible and disciplined fellow. I need to catch up, and it will be very good for me. Hey, hey, hey!
Oopps by the way, my hair is almost waist-length. When will I have it trimmed?! And I guess I am starting to regain my weight ’cause I am eating rice now, ’cause I often get tired from travel and school. But hey, I don’t want to get fat again for heaven’s sake. So rice, cut it down.
Books, by the way, speaking of them. I have bought a few books this semester: Administrative Law, Negotiable Instruments Law, Income Taxation and another which I need to get bound, Family Code of the Philippines. And know what, I really am enjoying writing now, taking notes, copying provisions. At least I always have something to do, minimizing my free time. And oh, some more books. I actually received two from Tics: Like the Flowing River by Paulo Coelho and Hugs to wrap around your heart. I really wonder why people always get to give me books I never had before, to think that I do have a lot of bestsellers in my shelf, yet have never received two copies of the same book. Quite amazing. And actually the receipt of the books is very timely. Whyyyy?? ‘Cause hey, I really need inspiration. Right now. Something that will keep me going.
This may sound crazy, but you know what, I sometimes feel that my time is about to come. ‘Cause I often feel sick and weak. That’s honest and true. But the rest of the world doesn’t know of this. Except for you who’s reading this.
At the moment I only satisfy myself with the things that are written, ’cause it is hard to put faith in what is happening, in reality for that matter.
It feels like everything is just a dream. One day everything is fine, the other day everything will just be gone. Sometimes I do not want to be searching at all, nor to be waiting, nor to be wondering. Sometimes my only defense is to drift.
