04.26.08
201 hours
It took me 201 hours to write my 201st entry.
Whoa, it seems like I have forgotten how to write, I do not know how to start.
Not exactly as it is, but I am kinda tired of what is going on.
Six months and things are just the same.
I grow tired sometimes. Desperate, disappointed, whatever you call it.
It’s just, whatever! Whatever.
I keep on praying and things are just the same, hell, yeah!
I keep on praying, hoping that I would just change my mind.
Beep beep - whatever you call it. My phone is just aside.
I grow tired. Supposed to be it is… but…
I grow numb. Yeah. I am not feeling anything. Why do I always have to think too hard just to figure things out…..
Perhaps someone indeed misplaced my heart;(
I grow tired, I grow desperate, I grow light….
It’s UNBEARABLE LIGHTNESS OF BEING.
It’s WHATEVER.
