I am wondering at this very
moment if you are thinking of me.

If, like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long
to find each other. Many times I
thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait
has not yet ended. I get up each
morning hoping, dreaming, and longing to meet you. I am thinking of how we will
meet, would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it
possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we
are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were right here right now because
you are the only one who has the answer to all my questions.

Sometimes,
I ask myself if I have ever really known “love”. I do not have the answer to
that question either but I believe that, more often that now, we will never really know what love is until we find the
right person…and since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not
really know what love is! You just don’t know how often I dream of finally
knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment, I am
imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet! Perhaps, I’ll be drawn to
you by your smile, your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by
your silly little ways! I don’t really know for sure but I am praying that God
will help me recognize you when the right time comes. I think of all the pain that I have gone through in the
past and how much I have cried since the day I began my search. I just wanted
you to know that I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful
life ahead of me, the life I shall spend with you. In my mind and in my heart, I know that you are worth all
that pains and sacrifices. After all, the tears have been a part of my life,
slowly washing away my flaws so I’d be perfect, not it its truest sense, but
just perfect for YOU!

I
wonder if you’ve gone through so much pain as well and if you’ve been hurt so
many times along the journey. But my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because I am right here,
patiently waiting for you. I assure you that when we finally find each other,
I’d slowly heal those wounds by my love. At night, I’d look out the windows and stare at the beautiful sky,
hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me. I’d utter a
silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens, thinking that in time,
they’d reach you. And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe
that you are on my way and that you are longing to see me as well. When I
finally fall asleep, you are always in my dreams. It seems that, for now, that
is the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to tell you how much
I love you. In my dreams, you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your
arms of love.

And
this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with
the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality. Once
again, I am assured that you are worth the wait. By then, I would simply look
back and smile at all that I have gone through, in spite of the pain and
amidst  the simple joys in life – and I would be very thankful because
they all lead me to you. In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on
to our dream and don’t even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no
matter what happens. God has planned the course. Don’t worry, don’t be afraid
of getting lost; God saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you
choose, lead to me.

*I do not know who the original author is. I just found it in a friend’s blog and liked it a lot…