03.23.09
Can we start all over again?
Retrieve the magic that has gone,
the feelings that have faded,
the promises that have been broken,
and the dreams that we once started to build…
Can we feel again what we have felt before,
when we first met
and got to know each other…
………This is shit!
I am trying to remember the feelings
I didn’t know I have forgotten.
The spring of memory has been emptied by bitterness and neglect.
The words that came out earlier are not sweet; they are bland and empty.
I thought I still wanted to feel the magic, to feel the love.
But I am healed already,
and there is no more longing left,
no more desire, no more passion…
But who knows, like what he said,
What if , in time, in the later, later time,
I am single,
he is single,
Then, we will, we could, start all over again…
That is the time, the ultimate time,
when I would believe in second chance.
…rather than hold on to the bitterness in my heart.
